Dead dreams

[Chorus]
[?] hate me
With my dead dreams
My dead dreams
[?] hate me
With my dead dreams
That still hurt

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I'm gettin' high so I can hide away from endless problems
My suicidal thoughts will speak and I don't try to stop 'em
Got two blades up to my neck but I'm not gonna drop 'em
Feelings fallin' to the floor but no one fuckin' caught 'em
I can't cope so I've been trapped inside this darkness
Lost all my emotions so I'm livin' fuckin' heartless
I've been outta mind, my body's nothin' but a carcass
They say that words can't hurt you but they really aren't so harmless like

[Chorus]
[?] hate me
With my dead dreams
My dead dreams
[?] hate me
With my dead dreams
That still hurt

[Verse 2 (Overlayed)]
Don't ask the question you already know the answer
Fakin' all those smiles
I've been feelin' like an actor
Took my heart and dropped it now my mind is fuckin' chatter
You walked with me and left, actin' like it didn't matter
But I've been fine
That's the message that you gave to me
Say you fuckin' love me, that's the bullshit that you did to me
Demon and The Devil on my shoulder, sayin' what's best for me
'Cause God ain't fuckin' real, I don't care what people tellin' me
My life ain't normal, so stop actin' like it is
Please stop gettin' close to me, I don't got love to give
Lately, I've been thinkin', what's the reason that I live?
But I can't think of nothin' so I take another hit
I'm gettin' tired of the pain that life's been bringin' lately
I've got some problems and I know I'm probably goin' crazy
Past mistakes and my exes, that's what I think about daily
Life's repetitive as fuck there ain't no good to say

[Chorus]
[?] hate me
With my dead dreams
My dead dreams
[?] hate me
With my dead dreams
That still hurt