Dead by December

I just wanna feel good
I just wanna get better
I know said I'd quit
But that was last September
If I keep this up
I'll be dead by December

I can't even live without that rush
Yeah I can't even live without that cup
With you I'm dead, without you I'm empty
I took too much but I swear it's not enough

Yeah I want you so bad
Oh you make me so mad
I should leave you the past
But I know that I can't
I been starin' at the mirror
I don't really like what i see
See my vision getting clearer
Now I gotta make it blurry

How you sayin' let it go?
When you all know
I just wanna coast
Fall back right in to the door
Always do the most
Needa smoke
Roll me up some dope
Then I swear I'll go
You won't see me ever again
I hope you know

Dead by December
Will you remember me?