Dead Awake

Today things changed
I'v been so fuckin' scared
Since i picked up the phone
Trying to escape from me
My heart I can't think straight
On the beach waves so free
And so calm like a lake
And like me I'm so dd awake
Chorus
So I hold on to what I got
For as long as i can
But now it's fallen
Apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
That I can't see you again
And I holdon to what I got
For as long as I can
And now it's fallen apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
It seems lie you're here with me
I just wanna see you again
Today things changed
Why couldn't it be you
When I picked up the phone
The things I'd say
If I could have known
You won't be there
When I got home
Looking for answers why
It's so real it's not fake
And why am I so dead awake
Please just one more time
I wanna say good-bye
I'll wait for you
I'm not scared
I promise no to cry