Dead and Gone

[Hook]
Must be something in my head wrong (my head wrong)
I still talk to people dead and gone (dead and gone)
Wonder if they really better off (better off)
You're not in this than don't get involved (don't get involved)
Just don't
Lord dig me out of this hole, my life is out of control
I know I can't trust a soul, I'm always doubting my folks
I wonder how will I go, when it's time how will we know
I'm not as proud as before y'all left me out in the cold
[Verse 1]
Y'all don't even have to say a word telekinesis
Ain't nothing left to say you don't have to еxplain your reasons
When peoplе see you fall is when they change up like the seasons
Lost my brother Dice I'm not alright but I still pretend
Thinkin' bout him gone is just been tearin' me to pieces
Got the news in jail and down my face the tears went streamin'
Tylenol and codeine in my soda had me leanin'
Drownin' in my cup I just dove right into the deep end
I'm out on GPS I can't go nowhere without beeping
I don't need no sympathy from no one y'all can keep it
Can't confide in you because you go talk to police man
Don't adjust your belt around me I might think you reachin'
Fightin' over bitches I'm just fightin' for my freedom
On my shoulders is some angels fightin' with some demons
Lately I've been sober 12 been drug testing me weekly
Friends left me for dead and I was abandoned completely
[Hook]
Must be something in my head wrong (my head wrong)
I still talk to people dead and gone (dead and gone)
Wonder if they really better off (better off)
You're not in this than don't get involved (don't get involved)
Just don't
Lord dig me out of this hole, my life is out of control
I know I can't trust a soul, I'm always doubting my folks
I wonder how will I go, when it's time how will we know
I'm not as proud as before y'all left me out in the cold
[Verse 2]
I was suicidal all alone and no one noticed
Blew it at the opps a couple times before I sold it
Treated you like family up until you did that ho shit
Before I had this I use to wake up feeling hopeless
I'm talkin' to Woodie or right next to where his ghost is
My heart once was warm but now basically it's frozen
Quit bangin' to start ballin' I feel like DeMar DeRozan
Use to sip until it felt like I was overdosin'
Bottlin' my pain up until it feels explosive
My ties to the streets out here run deep as the ocean
Hate on me today they all was tweakin' on some old shit
At my lowest point you turned your back on me and stole shit
[Hook]
Must be something in my head wrong (my head wrong)
I still talk to people dead and gone (dead and gone)
Wonder if they really better off (better off)
You're not in this than don't get involved (don't get involved)
Just don't
Lord dig me out of this hole, my life is out of control
I know I can't trust a soul, I'm always doubting my folks
I wonder how will I go, when it's time how will we know
I'm not as proud as before y'all left me out in the cold