De_dust2

Said a lot but got a lot to say
Its left in me like the quarter tank to come ur way
Missin u but i can't see u no more, look away
Popups on my screen to scare me
Ghosts behind me eatin prey

And ill never sit and pray
Only one i got is me and mom and dad
And we live like it ain't bad
I just focus on the bag
But its-

No ifs ands or buts
The beat gets planted plus
Im watchin cats get ducked
And worry way too much
The tunnel to my love
And the tunnel to my trust
Narrows more by like the second
Tickin time is not enough
Apologies is not enough no more
I need to see the flood
Of all the messages
And blood spill like a messy dish
All over all my senses
Make me eager to get sent the shit
Its nothin if it isnt shit
So why u tryna make it things?
Theres really never issues over here

Least thats what id like to think
Least thats what i tell myself inside the brig
Livin in denial's way better than it gets for credit
My feelings already on webs, so i go and forget it
I just wish that they would see that i been caught in nettin
Hook line and sinker on a singer till i reach the trenches

Chip up on my shoulderblade is bigger than the ocean waves
I dont have the heart to say the shit that i might have to say to u
When the time comes ill open up and fire some for u
And im blind some, the patches on my eyes they come from u
U dont even know u sewed me up, the wires still in view
Yo lets celebrate come pour me up some wine, we can cool
I forgot that i got shit to do and wine was never good
I suppose that all my problems stem from flames that never cool

No extinguishing that in me
But im wired and a fool
And im tired but can't sleep
And my eyes are screwed like tools
Were on fire but can't move
There goes the stop drop and roll techniques for the mood

This is for the ironed out mistakes that still feel unironed out
And im eyein her lil waist but can't say shit to her mouth
Once again im eyeballin for a new better place
And faces keep on telling me im down and already out
Exits nowhere around
Go in circles till im lappin up the tears and the sweat stains
The fear that ill stagnate
And move into one place
And stay inside one lane
And swerve and just crash to let me go up on my own way
I made it all by bashin on myself
Anyway, lets play
Anyway, lets play
Find a server
Lets get comfortable as fuck today

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