Dazed & confused

It’s getting hard to explain myself
When all the memories fell off my shelf
& the messages in broken glass
Every good time just seems to pass

& every time the sky turns grey
She points her finger at me to blame
When i already feel disdain

I wish it was that easy
To ignore every single call you gave me
You’ve got me dazed & confused

Why is every conversation dull
Like the same old pencil i used in high school
I wish we connected like we used to

Walking home i see your face is painted
Dissolving into the depths of hatred
All the stairs are breaking

Why can’t i , just fall asleep at night

You’ve got me falling on my knees
In a deep hole of my disbeliefs
Still feel your kiss marks on my cheeks
Our past makes me feel incomplete
The city air makes me feel weak
Spooning my pillow to get to sleep
(Woaaah woaaahooo)

I wish it was that easy
To ignore every single call you gave me
You’ve got me dazed & confused

Why is every conversation dull
Like the same old pencil i used in high school
I wish we connected like we used to

Walking home i see your face is painted
Dissolving into the depths of hatred
All the stairs are breaking

Why can’t i , just fall asleep at night
Without your arms around my chest
I’m clinically depressed
But i’m too scared to admit it