DAYDREAMING

I might be a fool, but I'm not feeling too foolish
I bet you're creeping around
Trying to cheat this
Your head is held up to the sky
Miles of old memories
Is that all we'll have to claim
I don't blame you for your patterns
Just this scheduled neglect of the truth
Crimson palmed baby
You can try to drink this away
But please tell me how many of mouthfuls of whiskey
Or sips of cheap wine will take your guilt away

Oh I've come to know it's for the better
Better watch your undisputed ways
Oh and nine times out of ten I forgive him
But don't shrug me off like killing a lady
Ah, it's not mine to have
To be honest, I wouldn't swap it
Even if I had the ease of holding his hand
My mind's strange and too often an unstoppable problem
Can't seem to stick
I'ma dodge 'em

Crimson eyed baby
Spends his time after hour anyways
Tell me if you'll accept me, your savior
Lights on, surrender
Or shut off your mind as always

We could have been that
Sense of freedom I knew that I needed back then
An aimless romance
It's dangerous but we ignored the warning signs
My eyes are wide to his blue eyes yeah
Tuning all the dudes who don't mind the sacrifice
You're kissing me underwater
Raspberry stained lips are encountered

Daydreaming baby
Broke my heart way before I intended
He slipped in my grip
I wish he would give in
It's all I ever wanted

Take me back
Don't wanna make mistakes
I wanna feel something
Take me back
I wish I didn't claim that you never wanted this, too
You never wanted this

It's about that time of the night
I'm feeling pretty restless ordinarily
I'll be here alone, sipping rosé in my room
Roaming 'round the streets
You'll be scribbles on a sleepy city
Pity you I do
Oh, I pity myself too

Disinterested baby
Broke my heart way before I intended
Slippin' away
Or should I say something that he's expecting
No

Take me back
I wanna make mistakes
I wanna feel something
Take me back
I wish I didn't claim that you never wanted this, too
Oh, you never wanted this
Oh, you never wanted this, too