Day Ones

I should learn how to pace myself
Too many day ones
Failed attempts to erase myself
You were the only one who cared about my health

Too little too late I guess
I drowned for two years (two years)
Wide awake down in this mess
Now I can really see the man you left

Better now
But I don’t know how long
I can stand my ground
And I’m
I’m getting bored of my mothers bad habits

I just wanna grow up
But I’m my mothers first son
I can’t take my own advice
But some of it could save my life
I would give it all up
If I could have my first love
You’re my only chosеn vice
Is something really wrong if it feels right

Blamе can be a funny thing
I wish you could laugh too
Took some time I finally found the cold hard truth
(Now I’m laugh laugh laughing for ya)

I’m better now
But I don’t know how long
I can stand my ground
And I’m
I’m getting bored of my mothers bad habits

I just wanna grow up
But I’m my mothers first son
I can’t take my own advice
But some of it could save my life
I would give it all up
If I could have my first love
You’re my only chosen vice
Is something really wrong if it feels right

Is something really wrong
Is something really wrong
Is something really wrong if it feels right
Is something really wrong
Is something really wrong
Is something really wrong if it feels right

I just wanna grow up
But I’m my mothers first son
I can’t take my own advice
But some of it could save my life
I would give it all up

Is something really wrong
Is something really wrong
Is something really wrong if it feels right

I would give it all up
If I could have my first love
You’re my only chosen vice
Is something really wrong if it feels right

Is something really wrong
Is something really wrong
Is something really wrong if it feels right