Day One

[Verse 1]
Seventy days without a drink
Has given me lot of time to think
'Bout this never ending hell
I go through to be well
There ain't no whiskey in my veins
I ain't numb from cocaine
I feel every last [?]
As much shame as I can get

[Chorus]
Though you may not understand
This ain't me here where I stand
The man I was, God washed away
By the blood of yesterday
But I don't sweat and I don't shake
I remember my mistakes
Yeah today ain't been fun
But not as bad as day one

[Verse 2]
Everybody looks at me so strange
I bet they bet I'd never change
But a heavy heart don't need a crutch
But still I want one so damn much
But I kneel down, tell myself
This is up to someone else
If that's how it's s'pposed to be
I'm all in, you know me

[Chorus]
And I myself don't understand
This ain't me here where I stand
The man I was, God washed away
By the blood of yesterday
But I don't sweat and I don't shake
I remember my mistakes
Yeah today ain't been fun
But not as bad as day one

[Chorus]
I don't fit right in my skin
But it ain't awful now and then
Man today ain't been no fun
But still not as bad as day one

[Outro]
Seventy days without a drink