DAY IN AND OUT

[Verse 1]
Every time I grab the pen in pencil
Stay up fucking late sketching stencils
Of my mental
Depression residential
Presidential
To my life
I try my best to live it up until I reach
The fucking light
It gets so bright
Consumes what's in my might
Reflecting all the lonely minutes
Spend throughout the night
But it's alright
Paid the fucking price
I'm stuck inside this pit i'm sick of shit
From bad advice
Shoulda trusted what my gut said
Now threaded and i'm fucking
Behead
I'm reread
As one the ones who hurtingly conceded uh

But is it needed
Uh
Wish that you can take a break and fucking
See it uh
I couldn't be it
Why you act like he's the only one you
Fucking needed
I try to give you love but my effort
Never seeded

It never grew
I wasted it on you
You used me as a cushion or a
Worthless fucking tool
Your thoughts were seeping through
And I felt in your gaze
A maze
A shamble that'll put you in a haze
Dismay
Away
From everything that matters
Blindly going up this ladder
Crumble matter
At a touch
Fuck everything up

[Chorus]
If you can only be in my shoes

You would understand how much I lose

Day in and out
Don't know whats about
All these words in my mouth

If you can only be in my shoes

You would understand how much I lose

Day in and out
Don't know whats about
All these words in my mouth

[Verse 2]
Day in and day out
Waiting for payout
The layout
Ain't looking to promising
I don't need commenting
I just need quiet
Much distance from gossiping
Vomiting
At whats accomplishing

How much more hates to bring

Took all your shit I just spent hours listening

Wouldn't take it back at how aback

You left my mind

So I smoke sack and blow a pack

To get behind

I couldn't even think to sum out fucking
Magic in a rhyme
Going back
Going back reminisce on our time

All of your weight pressed on my spine
You were mine
Designed
With a calm mind
One of a kind
Aligned
With stars that night
I know I wasn't right
About the things I write
About the things in sight

[Chorus]
If you can only be in my shoes

You would understand how much I lose

Day in and out
Don't know whats about
All these words in my mouth

If you can only be in my shoes

You would understand how much I lose

Day in and out
Don't know whats about
All these words in my mouth