Darling, You Couldnt Even Imagine What I’ve Seen

[Verse]
Live laugh
Nights I grown cold
I fear you want me home
After you see you kept me awake
Answer did I
Even out the pain
Look in your eyes all you despise
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time
Running from life
Running from life
After all of this time
Left all alone and I wanted out
This pressure created nothing but doubt
Bloodied the towels
Stained the bed sheets oh frown
I was alone
While the drugs kept you out
Slow down my love I forgave you in the end. Hurry back
Back home there was something left unsaid
All I wanted was my mommy but she was swept, Into the other room where there was meth for her instead
The needle it’s been left unfed again
Hurry back to your room
Where you locked yourself in
Look in your eyes all you despise
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time running from life
Running from life
After all of this time
Raised us, in needles and fire
Drugs kept you in
It just kept you higher
Raised us in needles and fire
The drugs kept you in your room
You get higher
All those nights I needed you
I needed you
There was a vacancy instead
At 14 I was used to being
Left for dead then
I was used to to being left