Darkness of My Room

[Verse 1]
Fractured my sanity
Cause I feel like I'm losing it, getting no truth from it
What should I do with this, this multiple person
I feel I have worsened I'm pacing and cursing
Day after day the struggle is real
My mind's in a cave
Thoughts so grave
But what can I say I'm drowning in pain
Follow me now
I'm six feet deep
Keep inching it inching it with worms I sleep
Was seed in the mud grew into a leech
No good for you
No good for me
Laying awake at night
My stomach it rumbles the bugs are alive
Crawling the walls I keep hearing them fly
Static infesting my brain to a fry
Plug in the television and I pop in the tape
A midnight escape
Talk to myself asking, "am I okay?"
Or am I just dreaming of what awaits
Burning grace it melts my face
I'm smothered in smoke till I scream awake
Dripping in sweat from a lucid state
Eyes roll back
I'm stuck in place

[Chorus]
In the darkness of my room
My life is consumed
Surrounded by doom
In the darkness of my room
Nowhere I can move
I'm stuck in this gloom
In the darkness of my room
My life is consumed
Surrounded by doom
In the darkness of my room
Nowhere I can move
I'm stuck in this gloom

[Verse 2]
Ain't seen the sun and I don't know I can't remember
Wanting to slumber for the summer
So I can rumble in the winter
Head on a bender diving in deep
Pinching myself just to keep me from sleep
Creeping up it starts so steep
I'm fighting to stay on my feet
Burning me down is every bit of news
Every bill when rent is due
Writing it seems is my only tool
To get my mind off all the bull
Was labeled a fool from birth
I grew up into a mess of a mind
Outcast stay alone at my side
Outlast I don't need you to try
I get on my own I know I got issues
But don't you too
Everyone has said some shit
But can we make it through
Heavy the head glued to the bed
Will I wake up or will I be dead
This is the tales of a broken man
This is the story that never ends

[Chorus]
In the darkness of my room
My life is consumed
Surrounded by doom
In the darkness of my room
Nowhere I can move
Im stuck in this gloom
In the darkness of my room
My life is consumed
Surrounded by doom
In the darkness of my room
Nowhere I can move
Im stuck in this gloom

[Outro]
In the darkness of my room
In the darkness of my room
In the darkness of my room