Darkest Days

[Chorus]
It's okay to be
It’s okay to be
Where you are right now
Where you are right now
I'm afraid to be
I'm afraid to be
In the dark right now
In the dark right now
It’s okay to be
It's okay to be
Feelin' lost right now
Feelin' lost right now

[Verse 1]
Where do I begin, I'm livin' in my darkest days
I don't have a place to go, I guess I'm just a waste of space
No one ever checks up on me, I get in everyone’s way
Fallen down, I can’t get up, can't you see that I’m in pain, huh?

Had some scary conversations, I thought I would end up dead
Had some major complications, voices screamin' in my head
Rеachin' out in desperation, fell in lovе with takin' meds
No need for an explanation, I like bein’ high instead

I feel like a ghost
Walking down a lonely road
Tryna find some kinda hope
But tonight I know I won't
Wish I had some but I don't
Now my heart is frozen cold
Wrapped a rope around my throat
But I cut it right befo'

I could turn into a spirit
That's the truth, these aren't just lyrics
I've always been incoherent
It's hard to keep perseverin'
What's wrong with my mental health?
I wanna just free myself
'Cause as long as I'm alive
I'll always be by myself

[Chorus]
It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Where you are right now
Where you are right now
I'm afraid to be
I'm afraid to be
In the dark right now
In the dark right now
It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Feelin' lost right now
Feelin' lost right now

Lost right now, feelin' lost right now

[Verse 2]
Not close to complete, there's something missin'
Can't cope, I'm alone, not optimistic
Smoke dope, when I don't I make bad decisions
Snort snow, this city's so sad to live in
I'll start my whip and drive it blasted
I'll swerve all night then fuckin' crash it
I'll somehow come up empty-handed
I messed up all my second chances
I can't catch up, don't wait for me
I'm just another fuckup, I failed me
I'm sitting waiting for my fate impatiently
I'm finna end it pretty soon, just wait and see
This nightmare feels so real
I have scars I cannot heal
Crushin' bone not made of steel
My true self can't be revealed, yuh

An evil individual I'm borderline invisible
I'm really fuckin' sinnin' that I'm spittin' every syllable
I'm fuckin' unpredictable, I'm motherfuckin' cynical
Now don't you get the picture? Well, this feelin' is unfixable
I'm caught up in a riddle in the middle of a mess
I can feel the pain a little when it trickles into stress
I rekindle just to pick up when I try to decompress
I wish everything was simple but it isn't, I'm upset

I've been starin' at the stars, tryna leave the planet
I'm a slave and the product of a chain reaction
Don't pray on the day when I'm flamed to ashes
No dates on my grave, I'm everlastin'
I try to blend in, God I couldn't but I tried
Got the devil on my shoulder, hell be runnin' through my mind
I can feel my life is endin', I can feel the fire rise
I'm ready for my fate
Look into my eyes

[Chorus]
It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Where you are right now
Where you are right now
I'm afraid to be
I'm afraid to be
In the dark right now
In the dark right now
It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Feelin' lost right now
Feelin' lost right now

[Outro]
Feelin' lost right now
Feelin' lost right now
Lost right now
Feelin' lost right now