Darker than Space

[Verse 1]
It's 2011
Thinking of swallowing all these pills to put me closer to heaven
My momma callin the reverend
Sayin that "my boy needs a blessing"
She don't deserve all the stressin im puttin her under
It makes me wonder, if im gonna be a good enough father
Crazy how one day imma have a kid lookin up to me
But find out i'm not everything he expected to be
Growin up everyday thinkin im the enemy
Fast forward 2017 and my main girl talkin about a family
But I don't think that shit i meant for me
No I dont see myself at 23
But I gotta do anything to keep her from frowning
All this pressure they puttin on me it feels like im drowing