Dark Thoughts

Today I woke up happy
There was something in the back
Of my mind
Creeping depression, manic and black
No way to get my happiness back

Dark Thoughts Misery
Dark Thoughts Self pity
Dark Thoughts There are no words
Dark Thoughts There are no words

No energy for suicide
I'm not that far gone
I'm caught in between
No solutions present themselves
Can't accept reality
I'm caught in between

Dull lingering feeling
Starting at the ceiling
Hum increases in my brain
Ringing in my ears
Driving me