Dark Days

[Verse 1]
Lord, I done been stuck in my darkness so long, feel heartless
Sometimes I feel thoughtless, I don't know where I lost it
And I'm spending too much time tryna figure that out
So that's probably the reason I've been exhausted
Feeling like giving up, feeling like I've been stuck
I'm feeling like I ain't what the Word says I am
Gotta remind myself, tell myself "yes I am"
Lord take my hand through this valley of death
Battle what is unseen while I battle my flesh
I keep hearing these voices telling me to confess
Maybe that's a new wind, or maybe that's just the stress
I can picture the judgment, get prepared for the test
My brothers call on to check on me, I just send them a text
I tell them everything good knowing I've been a wreck
Cause I don't want them to know, my choices been incorrect
Asking God for discernment cause I don't know what to expect
Am I living a lie or am I living my best?
Am I willing to die if my day was up next?
Feel like I keep giving more and I'm just getting back less
When I'm speaking my mind, I just take us back steps
Sometimes I feel we attached but know the day that you left
I be feeling secure till you tell me you guess
Some people say that they cursed, some believe that they blessed
So what are you huh?
Yeah, what are you?
What are you?

[Verse 2]
Lord, I been stuck inside my darkness so long, feel heartless
Told me that You would enlarge my harvest
But all the moves I've been making ain't been my smartest
I trusted man and got slaughtered
That's when I slowly departed away
My lack to obey God made us farther, I been from the Father
Without Him on my side, I just fade like a barber
Or die out like a phone off the charger, I took off my armor
When I stop making You the author and making me larger
I blamed it on the way I'm brought up like that's an excuse
When you can't fruit produce cause your mind has been caught up
You compromising cause it's all a comparison
You feel like an embarrassment, make you wanna give it all up
Yeah, you put this wall up and isolated yourself
And now Satan is talking to you, He'll tell you not to hit God up
He'll tell you that "you're not worth it", he'll drown you in lies he draws up
Even when I can see through my darkness, Jesus I call on
He said that He'd be light so He's the one that I fall on
The center of life I wish we was all on
Cause my dark days he brought me from
Life and death in the power of the tongue, what is yours saying?
What is yours saying?