Damaged 2

I never thought that this would happen
You used to be my bestie, now its past tense
I wish I could forget that it happened
I just copped two onions, now I bag em'
Flip that shit, and spend it on some ksubis
Stuff the racks inside them, then I sag em' (I'm swagged out)
I remember riding in the two seat (together) , now I want to disappear into the shadows (forever)
Wish I could forget you left me damaged, well I guess I can just pop a xanax
Wish I could forget you left me damaged, now I guess I have to pop a xanax
I'm broken and the doctors they can't fix me, I feed myself poison until I'm dizzy
All I hope for you is that you'll miss me
If you ever loved me was a mystery
You made me feel like I was so special, now I wanna disappear into a shadow
You called me a nut just like a cashew
You couldn't understand me if you had to
Clinging to the ladder up to heaven, if he wants to fall off well then ill let him
I remember back when we were best friends, sober now I don't know how it happened
Wish I could forget you left me damaged, well I guess I can just pop a xanax
Wish I could forget you left me damaged, now I guess I have to pop a xanax
I'm broken and the doctors they can't fix me, I feed myself poison until I'm dizzy
All I hope for you is that you'll miss me
If you ever loved me was a mystery
You made me feel like I was so special, now I want to disappear into a shadow
You called me a nut just like a cashew
You couldn't understand me if you had to
Clinging to the ladder up to heaven, if he wants to fall off well then I'll let him
I remember back when we were best friends, sober now I don't know how it happened
Uhhhhhhh
Now I just get high until I can't see nothing
Anxiety attack, I think I need something
I just want to die, don't want to breathe nothing
Wait- Where the fuck is my delete button?