D.O.A

It’s been a long time I keep all this weird thing

When nobody know what I'm doing

I kinda feel like cryin' (Uh)

I kinda feel like dyin'

Give me my mind back into the beginning

Don’t let this shit controls my feeling

Forget about what’s hurting

No worried ‘bout anything

I don’t want to see you cry

I just wanna see you smile

Please don’t lifted it up, man

I know you won’t give up (Yeah)

I wish that I could turn back time

When our of love had just begun

So beautiful and bright

And everything felt right

(everything felt right)

(Yeah) I hold on to the past so much

My whole life been sad so much

Sometimes man I laugh so much

Sometimes I wanna cry so much

But I hold back

Cause I’m tryna be strong

But I feel sad

And I’m tryna be good

But I feel bad

Man I’m tryna stand tall

But I fall down (Yeah)

What if I told you

What if I told you my life is a mеss

What if I’m trying to make it to heaven but makе it to hell

What if I get all this money and wake up one day and see that they’ve all disappeared

I guess my life wouldn’t make any sense

I guess my life wouldn’t make any sense

I would be living in debt

I carry this weight on my chest

I’m tryna deal with the stress

I’m tryna have a conversation with the man above

I have a lot to discuss

I’m tryna deal with my fears

I’m sick of feeling depressed

I have a lot of regrets

Bottled up inside my spirit soul and body

I have a lot to confess (Yeah)

I never thought I would make it

I’m not the kind of person that would fake it

I’ve been through hell

I’ve been through struggles in life

I never thought I could take it (Yeah)

People tell you that they love you but only bring you flowers when you’re dead (Yeah)

I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired so I’m doing this for myself

Damn!