D.I.S.T.A.N.C.E.

We got this distance that been formin between us
Hours into years, travel Saturn to Venus
Used to think I'd break mountains for you, our love seamless
We turnin into strangers, it's comin, we shoulda seen this
Started thinkin I'ma give you my life
But the reasons that I shouldn't started pilin up high
That's why I started dreamin of a place in the sky
I put this steel to my temple but I ain't gone cry

I got a list, shit is longer than I thought it was
We gettin crazy, started fightin, bangin on the walls
You know I love you but the blood about to deck the halls
How did it come to this we pullin apart, emotions fall
I couldn't believe you really been cheatin, I been snortin balls
Runnin my nose, I'm feelin exposed, and you a corner stall
Men be stoppin in quick, you gobble the dick, dont answer calls
I'm the fire, light you up, and you the fuckin frost

But even tho it's cold I ain't gone let it touch my shoulder
You just a fuckin hoe and honestly I shoulda known it
The only role you tried to play was one that didn't show it
Masked up, but little did you know the man a poet
The situation comin to light and bitch you know I wrote it
You got ya homies comin to fight but I'm a fuckin soldier
It really ain't right, you fuckin my life, and claimin I deserve it
The pen is my knife, I'm bout to slice and rip they fuckin throat up

Yuh
Said I was a weapon?
That I was gonna get a little reckless
Nah
You were the one that was testin
Every cell in my chest but I sent em
Off
Nobody get in my heart no more
Wreckin the center, I barred the door
Everyone tellin me that I should heal it but fuck it I'm likin my arms are sore
Worst of all, I believed your shit
I knew better but it made me sick
Bitch you a tick, you stick in me and drain everything that makes me live
Look what color my new face is
Zombie skin, I'm pale as shit
I'm colder now than in Minnesota; white girls, uggs, and a basic bitch
That's basic shit
Complacent, how you had me from the start
Was smart enough to see right thru your fangs and in your heart
You ain't even foolin my family, thinkin you more in the line of a cavity, huh
Sayin you settin the gravity but you a fake, can't ever battle me, nah

The reverend ain't blessin my soul, Tellin me that I should go
Sayin that I ain't got love, a sinner, I'm stressin oh
Mama I'm sorry, but I'ma kill off myself off in a go
When you be layin me down, just make sure my grills are gold
Play me a song that I'll hear when I drop down in the hole
I'm fallin into hell if there's a heaven, I know it so
Cause I been reckless, I got the drugs and the women full
Tryna stack em up inside my stomach, was on a roll

I brought it on myself, my karma stayin formidable
The shots I been takin, they the reason I'm cynical
Probation addin weight that I ain't need but it's typical
I tried to get a way out but they sayin it's pitiful
Askin me these questions, always soundin so difficult
Like why the fuck I tried, my crimes ain't seemin forgiveable
Or how the hell I switch it up from boppin to lyrical
They try to hate my dream just cause to them it ain't visible

(We got this distance that been formin between us
Hours into years, travel Saturn to Venus
Used to think I'd break mountains for you, our love seamless
We turnin into strangers, it's comin, we shoulda seen this)