Cynthia

Not good enough to be an artist
Not good enough to write
My love for you was delicate but wasn't worth the fight
The things you fucking said to me that night just weren't right
Sometimes I'm screaming, scratching, crawling to turn on the light
I loved you more than I love me, the trees, and mockingbirds
You told me that you'd die for me the morning that you heard
I asked you how you felt about it, then you plead the fifth
Told your friends to laugh at me, and then pretend I don't exist
I said

Well you're acting pretty wack
If you had a problem with it why the fuck'd you kiss me back?
Hold my hand in the hallway
The shit you let them call me
But every time you're in my bed you're asking me for foreplay
On your knees begging lady lover give me art thou
But my girlfriend loves me more than you could ever even know how
You could ever even know how

You kissed me like you found God
You had your good girl facade
Wear your necklace that I bought
Bet you're glad we didn't get caught

You didn't have to tell my mom before I could even blink
But you forgot the part where it's her Malibu we drink
Sissy told me she would fuck you up if it would make you think
I told her to back off 'cause she was about to turn 18

I know that you're just jealous that I get to be myself
And I've known who that girl is since the time that I was 12
Please give it a rest, bitch, it's time to go to bed
I'm sure I'm in your dreams, yeah, you'll see me in your head

You should be embarrassed
I know you'll really feel it when you see my ass in Paris
You thought that you could text me when I was with my wife
I don't give a fuck about you so go enjoy your life, oh
And I owe you nothing
No apology especially or feelings that I'm gutting
Told me to get over it, I said I'll trust the process
You just need to monitor your fundamental progress

You kissed me like you found God
You had your good girl facade
Wear your necklace that I bought
Bet you're glad we didn't get caught

You kissed me like you found God
You had your good girl facade
Wear your necklace that I bought
Bet you're glad we didn't get caught

[Unidentified Voice]:
(Bleep) is so fucking stupid, I wanna shove a taco up her fucking ass
She's so, like you can just tell she's like that dumb blonde bitch Who hates black people and is like super ignorant and like
[Jessi Blue]:
You're more fucked up than I thought
You put a twist in my plot
What's your middle name I forgot
Just playing bitch you can rot
[Unidentified Voice]:
Really goes by the bible, specifically, like against gay people
But like, she'll eat shrimp and shit
She's just dumb like, man I wanna fight her
Hm fuck I wanna fight her I would literally
(bleep)