​​cynic little cycles

[Intro/Hook]
Guilty
Caught me on empty
I thought I could be everything
Honestly, I can't be
I throw up my arms
I know something's wrong with me
I know something's wrong
Don't know what you want from me
I don't know what you want

[Verse 1]
It's a cynic little cycle in my head, fucking up my life
Hold up one minute, I check my vitals
And a feeling I don't know how to fight through
I think I'll light up a light too
Say they don't like you and then they bite you
This is a night I'ma write through
I can't chill, got too much on my mind too

[Pre-Hook]
Yeah, and I can't brush it underneath
Too much weight on top of me
I can't hear you when you talk to me
They might be to you, but they're not flaws to me, oh

[Hook]
Guilty
Caught me on empty
I thought I could be everything
Honestly, I can't be
I throw up my arms
I know something's wrong with me
I know something's wrong
Don't know what you want from me
I don't know what you want

[Verse 2]
Just tell me what you like about me, I beat that, always
Tell me you don't want me around, I'll get out your way
And I rolled some drugs that I probably won't even take
Makes me feel responsible when I show the restraint
I'm not gonna change, no, I'm not gonna change
It's been way too long I've been this way, yeah
And I won't cut the black, I'm lighting fire in the rain
I'ma scream Jess R.I.P., yeah, it's really such a shame

[Pre-Hook]
Yeah, and I can't brush it underneath
Too much weight on top of me, I can't
Hear you when you talk to me
They might be to you, but they're not flaws to me

[Hook]
Guilty
Caught me on empty
I thought I could be everything
Honestly, I can't be
I throw up my arms
I know something's wrong with me
I know something's wrong
Don't know what you want from me
I don't know what you want