CYNIC

Part 1

Verse

I been posted by myself, thinking fuck im posed to do
Just to get a couple bands man im tired of living broke
Love my girl thats to the death but she hate when im in stu
Cause she know im taking lean and its really not for flu
Im only 18 but my problems very deep, i
Lost alotta friends who the fuck im posed to trust now
I been moving like im forest all a nigga do is run run run
I might just die for fun fun fun
And i am still that nigga
Light a blunt don't give a fuck
Socks, adidas slippers uh
Cruisin down in 011

Part 2

Verse 2

Im a student of life, everyday a young a nigga steady learning alot
Lazy working very smart, the bank im tryna make is alot
They got me half stepping things that used to fill up my heart
Maybe i ain't man enough, i should be standing for some'n
I already found my truth and i swear its never setting me free
Im too consumed with what these people think i should be
At some point i used to dream but now just look what i be
What a time to your waste your time i waste it all when i blink
All the shit that really kills me is the crack that i need
Talk to my father all the time, he tells me follow your dreams
I battle adhd, i hope yall praying 4 me, i might just die in my sleep
Everyday is the same, fucken tired of this shit
Somethings money can't change, fucken tired of this shit
Somethings passion can wait
I need my sanity back
Id do anything to get that

They don't told me dreams don't matter
Nigga dreams dont matter