Cutting Station

Blood on the walls I got blood on the pavement they say money talks, well I don't speak ya language
Junkies that I hang with, know they on some snake shit
Posted with the stainless, cutting at the station
Swear I haven't felt this way since I was like 15
Picking up the broken pieces until my fists bleed
If I die tonight oh I wonder if you'll miss me
If I gauge my eyes would you still think that I'm pretty?

"And like I try and I try but.. I can never get it right"
(All I know is falling, I'm nauseous)

I'm just a woman, I'm not a fucking man
I know I'm something they'll never undеrstand can't help but worry cause I can't comprehеnd on why it has to be this way until the fucking end

I'm so geeked out my body
I'm so fucked up that I can't even hide it
And everyone's 'round but there's no one beside me
I run and I run I'm so tired of hiding
It feels like I'm dying I'm trying

I'm out late in the night in hopes that I get killed
Baby show me what's real, come show me how it feels
I can't breathe I sit still, too much blood that's been spilled
I walk so far that I bleed at the bottom of my heels

Outside when it's colder
Been gone for too long, uh
Been walking through a coma
Did you think I would fold now?
Bitch I'm still ten toes down gotta keep a low profile
I'm hiding when I go out

I'm sorry I cannot come close..
The feeling of desire is all I know
I'm walking through the fire all alone