​cut myself again

And I just cut myself again
And I'm bleeding in my bed
And I'm trying to risk it
But nothing ever helps
I did this to myself
No, I'm a broken mess
I need to get some rest
I need to get some rest

When I look into the mirror I don't like you
When I walk along the streets I'm see-through
Always people wanna act like they know you
They say I don't really like this but I like you
And they call someone they look up too
Where was you when I just barely got through
Where was you when I just barely got through
Where were you when I just barely got through

And I just cut myself again
And I'm bleeding in my bed
And I'm trying to risk it
But nothing ever helps
I did this to myself
No, I'm a broken mess
I need to get some rest
I need to get some rest

She nobody
Why does she know me?
I just wanna tell her that she doesn't need nobody else
Lying to me, I'm a liar too
What's the point of trying when I know you gonna play like that

I'm so afraid of feeling nothing
I don't like the pain but it's something
I'm just so afraid of feeling nothing
I don't like the pain but it's something

And I just cut myself again
And I'm bleeding in my bed
And I'm trying to risk it
But nothing ever helps
I did this to myself
No, I'm a broken mess
I need to get some rest
I need to get some rest
And I just cut myself again
And I'm bleeding in my bed
And I'm trying to risk it
But nothing ever helps
I did this to myself
No, I'm a broken mess
I need to get some rest
I need to get some rest