cursed

[Chorus]
Losing touch with everything around me
Feels like time’s what I keep chasing
Find it hard to keep in touch with my surroundings
Walls closing in and I can't escape it

[Verse 1]
I'm so sick of trying to keep on hiding
A part of me as I keep on lying
To myself and relying
On fictional scenarios to keep on writing
But I end up losing a part of me in the process
Of keeping everything to myself
It's so confusing, am I just a perception
That I put out for everyone to see of my own volition

[Bridge]
It's all my fault
It's all my fault

[Chorus]
Losing touch with everything around me
Feels like time’s what I keep chasing
Find it hard to keep in touch with my surroundings
Walls closing in and I can't escape it
You gotta bring me some kind of deliverance
Cos I don't wanna lay in this bed that I've been making
My demeanor is wrapped in a semblance
Of composure but you know I faked it

[Verse 2]
It feels like you've forsaken me
After you found out you fell in love with a completely different person
Now your heart's misshapen
And I'm a shell of what once was as my feelings worsen
This is a problem that I have to work on
Cos what I'm doing’s really wrong
I'm just hurting em and it feels like a curse
So gotta fix this before even more is lost

[Bridge]
It's all my fault
It's all my fault

[Chorus]
Losing touch with everything around me
Feels like time’s what I keep chasing
Find it hard to keep in touch with my surroundings
Walls closing in and I can't escape it
You gotta bring me some kind of deliverance
Cos I don't wanna lay in this bed that I've been making
My demeanor is wrapped in a semblance
Of composure but you know that I faked it