Cursed

"Adorn, Being able to feel so deeply—
So genuinely that you just got to let it be
Bittersweet is way too much of an understatement
I'll lower my gaze. I'll avert my eyes
I'm not supposed to look at you like that
The heart still beats for you. Forever and always."

[Verse 1]

Can't breathe, in the end, can't succeed
Anyway I proceed, a reminder of "we"
You a diamond from Salone
I cannot leave you alone, girl
What I fear is losing you
Yet, what I dream is 'I' you own

Yeah, im so shifted— far
I could never not love you hard
But to me, you're only drifting apart
I could never know the bliss of your heart
So alas, I'm suffering
Wondering when a nigga take that part
My love, my stellar, my star
Oh we were cursed at the start, yeah

I'ma laugh through the pain, through it all
Shawdy know the rise, and I know how it falls
Bittersweet when I hear your phone call
You a sweet fruit and these bitches mad tart

So I tell her get away from me
Dream of your body, you laying close to me
How I felt you see, basically
Girl u got me in a spell , I be

Her voice in my head
I can't forget what she said
Her smile engraved in my chest
I want your thoughts and your sex
I want your eyes and your breath
I hate to gush, I confess
Got me in rut, I'm a mess
But I'll never feel lush in the flesh

Yeah, im so shifted— far
I could never not love you hard
But to me, you're only drifting apart
I could never know the bliss of your heart
So alas, I'm suffering
Wondering when a nigga take that part
My love, my stellar, my star
Oh we were cursed at the start, yeah

(Cursed in loving you, I cannot forget)
(We cursed from the start)