​cursed

[Intro]
You do not like me
I dislike me too
Things I wanna feel
You make them come true
I feel this pain in my heart
When I'm craving your love
I need your love or I'm gon' fall apart

[Verse 1]
Cuts on my wrist
Thoughts that I missed
Wanna feel the bliss
I don't wanna take the risk
Put me on the list
Don't wanna resist
Don't know if I exist
Sinking down to the abyss
Now I can't see, wanna feel you
I don't feel alright
I'll be gone for the night
Baby I wanna die
I don't think I'll recover
But it's all in my mind
I see your pretty lies
Don't think I'll be alright
Soulless cries, I'll be fine
Countless times
I been looking for the signs
I might be the worst
But you are like that too
You got me so cursed
I think I fell for you

[Chorus]
You do not like me
I dislike me too
Things I wanna feel
You make them come true
I feel this pain in my heart
When I'm craving your love
I need your love or I'm gon' fall apart

[Verse 2]
I need you in my life
'Cause I don't think I'd survive on my own
Look inside the mirror
All I see is the reflection of the wall
And I know it's all my fault
I don't think I'll let you go yet
I think I'm dying slowly
But for sure I'm dying lonely
But it's okay, it's okay
I'll for sure be alright
Drown myself in Kerosene
Knowing that I could die
I'll decay in the night
Maybe that's what I like
Hugging you one last time
Just to say my goodbyes