​cursed

[Intro]
Yeah, it's a curse, not a blessing, yeah

[Chorus]
It’s a curse, not a blessing
I've been hurt since you left me
I'm the furthest from the best thing
I’m a nerd, feel like I'm nothing
Learning still in practice
Get to work like an athlete
It's a curse, not a blessing
Hurt since you left me
I'm the furthest from the best thing
Nerd, feel like I'm nothing
Learning still in practice
Get to work like an athlete

[Verse 1]
Robin jeans still sagging
In the field like Madden
I don't remember what happened
Throw the ball, I'm catching
Me and you, that's past tense
It’s not a game, I’m not laughing

[Chorus]
It's a curse, not a blessing
I’ve been hurt since you left me
I'm the furthest from the best thing
I'm a nerd, feel like I'm nothing
Learning still in practice
Get to work like an athlete
It’s a curse, not a blessing
Hurt since you left me
I'm the furthest from the best thing
Nerd, feel like I'm nothing
Learning still in practice
Get to work like an athlete

[Verse 2]
I'm still searching for a place
Where I can feel safe and tell you my real name
I can't even explain why I feel this way
Either way it's too late
You don't know me, don't approach me like you know me
I'm lonely, I'm not your homie
You really comfort me when you hold me
Old times fading away slowly

[Chorus]
It's a curse, not a blessing
I've been hurt since you left me
I'm the furthest from the best thing
I'm a nerd, feel like I'm nothing
Learning still in practice
Get to work like an athlete
It's a curse, not a blessing
Hurt since you left me
I'm the furthest from the best thing
Nerd, feel like I'm nothing
Learning still in practice
Get to work like an athlete