Curse of the Black Pearl

I shut the blinds and lie in bed
Pull the covers over my head
Try to fall asleep cause if I just don’t think I might find some peace and quiet
And silence my internal riot

But what’s the point of waking up?
Pretending life’s okay, but all you see is fake
Another day I face alone
Pretending life’s okay, feel a castaway

I’m claustrophobic, but so out of touch
I can never focus, yet I think too much
Looking in the mirror, think I might be getting slimmer, but I can’t bring myself to eat
Try to fall asleep cause if I just don’t think I might find some peace and quiet
And silence my internal riot

But what’s the point of waking up?
Pretending life’s okay, but all you see is fake
Another day I face alone
Pretending life’s okay, feel a castaway

Caught in the cycle
I’m screaming for help though
But no one notices you in the undertow

But what’s the point of waking up?
Pretending life’s okay, but all you see is fake
Another night without a home
Pretending life’s okay, feel a castaway

But what’s the point of waking up?
Pretending life’s okay, but all you see is fake
Another day without someone to love
Pretending life’s okay, feel a castaway

Pretending life’s okay, but all you see is fake
Pretending life’s okay, feel like a castaway