Curfew

[Verse 1]
A lot on my plate, I try to count my blessings, instead I just count mistakes
Weight on my shoulders, feeling like I squat a hundred plates
Step on the gas I get impatient but it ain't no brakes, and ain't no sweat on face
Think of my future often, like what I have to show for life before I'm in the coffin
Hitting my trees, but be at ease aside from violent coughing
Sit in my car and I twist up, release the thoughts that's toxic
[?]

[Chorus]
Hand me a mirror, I'll show you my greatest threat
Hand me a bottle, I'll speak all greatest regrets, yeah
Hand me a mic and I'll spit you a page of my journal
I pray that the message is clear and it goes on eternal
Strict on myself, I gotta keep a curfew
Try to remember patience is a virtue
[?] myself so you don't even have to and n*gga I ain't ask you

[Verse 2]
People come and people go, it's nothing personal
You can't always the run show, just play your role and [?]
I keep it steady, aim right on the dot and let it go and that's fosho fosho
I used to run it high, I took a look at life and smiled, tried to look alive
If my head's down, it's cause I'm counting and not because I'm crying
Living the [?] life is short, but shit, at least I'm trying but [?] it's terrifying

[Chorus]
Hand me a mirror, I'll show you my greatest threat
Hand me a bottle, I'll speak all greatest regrets, yeah
Hand me a mic and I'll spit you a page of my journal
I pray that the message is clear and it goes on eternal
Strict on myself, I gotta keep a curfew
Try to remember patience is a virtue
[?] myself so you don't even have to and n*gga I ain't ask you

Strict on myself, I gotta keep a curfew
Try to remember patience is a virtue
[?] myself so you don't even have to and n*gga I ain't ask you