CryIng On The Inside

[Intro/Chorus]
Baby, I, oh, I
I can't live without your love
See, I'm smiling on the outside
While I'm just crying on the inside
Facing a world without your love

[Verse 1]
I've learned to accept apologies I never received
If you lie down with dogs, you might get up with fleas
Careful lying down with broads, you might get a disease
Been eye to eye with the odds but I don't let up with ease
Never wanted fame or a name, that was never my aim
Accountability is better than blame
And it's a very small list if I mention who I respect in this game
If you're looking through the credits, you can check for your name
Yesterday was one number, now I'm upping the price
I guarantee you, no equal, we ain't nothing alike
If you walk around mad, what the fuck is your life?
And if she smiles at your man, what the fuck is your wife?
Don't let a win go to your head or loss go to your heart
I'm on the low though, for dolo, composing my art
It ain't over, I'm a soldier, this is only the start
I'm trying to grow but with certain folks I'm growing apart
Damn

[Chorus]
Baby, I, oh, I
I can't live without your love
See, I'm smiling on the outside
While I'm just crying on the inside
Facing a world without your love

[Verse 2]
Yesterday I lied and today I cried
Some days I might pop up, some days I hide
You can't walk in my shoes pa, you ain't my size
Got a few day ones that'll stay my guys
Other than that, I'm really not fucking with cats
And never sleeping, you know death is the cousin of that
Time only goes forward, no turning it back
So it's a must to adjust, gotta learn to adapt
Petty vices stifle the mind and further distract
Destructive routes, gotta cut 'em out like surgical acts
I don't get disturbed when they serve verbal attacks
I been through worse than any words you could disperse at me, jack
Any person I deserted was deserving of that
Had to drop 'em like the top on a convertible 'Lac
I've determined if you swerve on me I'm curving you back
No more courtesy, it's curtains for you perjury cats

[Chorus]
Baby, I, oh, I
I can't live without your love
See, I'm smiling on the outside
While I'm just crying on the inside
Facing a world without your love