My friends are talking about politics in the other room
I feel the acid in my stomach start to come through
I told myself id never feel this way again
I’m silencing the tears so i don’t scare my friends
I hear a girl laughing through the dry wall
I wonder what life would be like if I wasn’t there at all
The bile stains the lipstick that i painted on
Tightened lips that feel like they eroded off
I came here to have a good time
And i just feel attacked
Like my brain is trying hard to be
Something that it lacks
She offers me a chocolate covered fruit
I told her eating that would be something that i’d never do
She asks me why and i scratch the back of my neck
The caffeine it contains would be my death
My future seems so bleak as i’m crying in the shower
I lie in bed and think for another hour
My dad thinks that i don’t get exhausted
Blames me for all the problems i cause him
I came here to have a good time
And i just feel so attacked
Crying in the bathroom at a party was written by Schwarzie.
Schwarzie released Crying in the bathroom at a party on Sun Feb 10 2019.