Crying, I can’t help it

[Chorus]
Is it my fault that I can’t help my emotions?
Is it my fault that I can’t do what others can?
And everytime they mimic me
I just can’t help but feel like I want to, to, to cry
When will you see that through my fucking eyes
That there are many reasons why I just can’t help but cry
'Cause the bottled up emotions sunken in the ocean
Are things that are never seen, and I do nothing else but sigh

[Verse 1]
It’s time I had my words out, nowhere to where I scream and shout
Don’t even shed a tear, this is how I really feel
Feeling like the outcast, tired of getting my heart smashed
And when they all look at me I just feel like, “what did I do wrong?”
I just wanna feel normal too, you look at me and make fun of me just for you
I try to not care, but at the same time there isn’t a space for me to cry
I put a smile on my face and show the colors I embrace
And when I am all alone, I do nothing else but sigh

[Chorus]
Is it my fault that I can’t help my emotions?
Is it my fault that I can’t do what others can?
And everytime they mimic me
I just can’t help but feel like I want to, to, to cry
When will you see that through my fucking eyes
That there are many reasons why I just can’t help but cry
'Cause the bottled up emotions sunken in the ocean
Are things that are never seen, and I do nothing else but sigh

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I just wanna die, sometimes I wanna let it out
But it’s been silent for too long, how can I go on?
I’m easily distracted, and I feel like the target
I try to make some friends, but it never feels that they’re really right there
Mentally unstable
My energy decreases the farther I go
But here I am trying, but I feel like I’m dying
I wanna see my world again
The world where I really felt the best