Crying During Sex (Demo)

[Verse 1]
I sing the lord’s euthanasia blues
When I take you and your brother in the back pew
Drive into the median, keep myself from eating and wonder why I feel so sick
Tradition’s ligature marks always yellow through

[Verse 2]
I lied when I said I didn’t want you
In no time, you’ll forget the way we were supposed to be
Asking what I’m on this time, holding on to you like I do
Like we’re the only people in the world god left to mind to

[Interlude]
Two drowning coals won’t ever light
But when i'm cold, you’ll warm the night

[Verse 3]
Time drags on
I hate him for the time he’s gone
I’ve been here for weeks, I’ve been here for years
I’ve been here too long
I forgot what stop means
Either I drink it or the boat sinks
It’s easy for him to get out of me
What I’ve been praying will get out of me

[Chorus]
Will I always be crying during sex with you
I think about it when you're dreaming and it's Quiet, lying next to you
Kissing through the screen at the back door
Just like i asked for
And i swear on my life that when it hurts you know i'm good for it
Do you ever want to die so bad you'd fall in love for it