Crybaby

[Verse 1]
They mad at me that I ain’t live
And I don’t blame them
I don't feel the same about it
And I can't change that
For two and half years I put my life out on the internet
Every single kid at the age of 12 had a go at me
I moved on in life cause life wouldn't let me stay
If I would have made it trust me, I would be there today
Don't be mad I guess life didn't have those plans for me
Don't believe in that though I just think it wasn't my destiny
I just gotta ride with it, deal with it
Got my heart broken, still feeling it, yeah
Probably die alone and that's real shit, yeah
Fuck being happy that's appeal shit, yeah
I ain't got time for the image, uh
Unless that image is career based, uh
I'ma marry my work one day, yeah
That work gon' be real thick, what
Hide my feelings in music
But this shit is truth based, said
This shit is for you see
The one who's always scheming
Haven't forgotten about you
Nah, that would be too easy
You left my heart in a 2 piece
I'ma leave your heart in a million

[Chorus]
I think me and you should sort this out
Actually yeah, nah, I change my mind (yeah)
If I ever bring it up I'll probably end up crying (yeah)
If I ever bring it up I'll probably end up crying, end up crying (yeah)
'Cause I still love you deep down, I can't admit it (yeah)
It's so fucking true, yah, it's hard to say it (yeah)
If I ever bring it up I'll end up crying (yeah)
If I ever bring it up I'll probably end up crying, end up crying

[Verse 2]
They way you cheer me up only really gets my hopes up
I can tell that you ain't real, like come on bruh
You think I'm stupid or something, or something in the likes of me
Thinking it's nothing, I know what you're doing I know that you bluffing
Why you act like that in the first place
I could have sworn that we could've made it to the third base
Maybe past the third base, on the train first base
(are you disgusted yet) Okay, let me know when, oh well
I just think it's sus how you acting
Bet you do this for the sport with your fucking best friends
When you're that pretty guess life is the best game
When you're that pretty guess life is a set path, okay
But I ain't even mad about situations
When I got to know some shit I started fucking laughing
Cause now I'm setting tracks up for creation, thank you, you're so gracious
Xo xo when I make it, like see you later

[Chorus]
I think me and you should sort this out
Actually yeah, nah, I change my mind (yeah)
If I ever bring it up I'll probably end up crying (yeah)
If I ever bring it up I'll probably end up crying, end up crying (yeah)
'Cause I still love you deep down, I can't admit it (yeah)
It's so fucking true, yah, it's hard to say it (yeah)
If I ever bring it up I'll end up crying (yeah)
If I ever bring it up I'll probably end up crying, end up crying