Crush Phase

A text comes through, stupid if you really keep fooling yourself
'Cause my friends know my standards are low so I always end up in Hell
There was an initial attraction
It's fun and it's exciting before I really know who you are

But then once I'm there and I'm more aware I don't wanna get to know you anymore
I'd rather be alone in my heart

I just live for the crush phase
Where I don't really know you, you don't really know me
The figures of you replay in my mind
I just romanticize of who you could be instead of finding out who you are
But when I get there baby, I don't really like anyone more than I like me
More than I like me

Start off fine in my mind, I press decline to any feelings for you
And I start to morph and I change more to make you comfortable
Ew
How am I the one chasing a boy with a terrible personality?
I know I can do better than this

And here I am looking desperate, feeling stupid 'cause I let my emotions ruin this
Again

I just live for the crush phase
Where I don't really know you, you don't really know me
The figures of you replay in my mind
I just romanticize of who you could be instead of finding out who you are
But when I get there baby, I don't really like anyone more than I like me
More than I like me

It's not my fault, I got a big heart
I'm not old-fashioned, just not how you are
No
No

I want the best but that's hard to find, so I won't be wasting all of my time
I spend it on me
Sometimes I get lonely

I just live for the crush phase
Where I don't really know you, you don't really know me
The figures of you replay in my mind
I just romanticize of who you could be instead of finding out who you are
But when I get there baby, I don't really like anyone more than I like me
More than I like me