​crush

[Intro]
I don't want to call you up, won't call you tonight
I don't want to call you up, won't call you—
(Fifty)

[Verse 1]
You've changed up
Your heart's crushed
Can't give you all of what you want
A circle
Of surface
The same way he was on your mind

[Pre-Chorus]
And if all I had was a dollar to spare
I would spend it on a safe way back
And I stared up to your window sill
Wondering, I was wondering, yeah

[Chorus]
I don't want to say it, but it's different inside
I don't want to call you up, won't call you tonight
I don't want to say it, but you playin' my mind
I don't want to call you up, won't call you tonight

[Verse 2]
It felt right on the first day
Came and went and we turned to the wrong page
A long haul, it's the long road home
I was dead wrong and it stayed so cold outside
And I just want to feel like there's something inside
Don't gotta say a word the way you're hidin' your eyes again
Can't pretend you said what you said
I don't want to waste a day overthinking your mess
I'm not sad, I'm just broken
Bent over time that you've stolen from my nights that could've been hopeful
Outside your window, still snowin' down
I tried to fit, but I'm getting out
Gave all to give, but you let me down
Lost in your world
I'm not the answer

[Pre-Chorus]
And if all I had was a dollar to spare
I would spend it on a safe way back
And I stared up to your window sill
Wondering, I was wondering, yeah

[Chorus]
I don't want to say it, but it's different inside
I don't want to call you up, won't call you tonight
I don't want to say it, but you playin' my mind
I don't want to call you up, won't call you tonight
I don't want to say it, but it's different inside
I don't want to call you up, won't call you tonight
I don't want to say it, but you playin' my mind
I don't want to call you up, won't call you tonight