COMMUTED
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Kylie V
Milk & Honey (Brazil)
ellis (Pop)
Zwidy
Lovejoy
Rosseau
Tokky Horror
Dimitri
dandelion hands
Chastity
The Filthy Radicals
Lilith Ai
Hey, ily!
Proyecto Soledad
Um Quarto (¼)
guardin
Gordian Stimm
Kapil Seshasayee
Jordaan Mason
Virtual Bird
Witte Beer
Mason Edwards (UK)
I want to create
To maybe find those who relate
But my struggles feel inadequate
And all I make just simulates
What I can’t explain
And it feels like I feign
These difficulties, opportunistically
To capitalize off my pain
To make art from something difficult
Yeah, I know it can be healing
But how much do I rely
On self-destructive feelings
Will I better myself if the fuel for the fire
Is demoralizing patterns
Is it really constructive?
To wait for the next bad thing to happen
Is it inspiration
Is it a way of confronting?
Am I stagnating?
Or am I overcoming?
I feel like sharing this
Is so unbecoming
And though I want to vent
And pay the rent
Perhaps it’s better to do nothing
How much do I undermine
My own and others trauma?
When I quickly repurpose it
As sellable melodrama?
Sometimes I doubt my self so much
Are my tragedies authentic
Or just a creative writing tool
For me to make a buck quick?
To make art from something difficult
Well, I know it can be healing
But how much do I rely
On self-destructive feelings?
Crumpledbigskin was written by Crywank.
dandelion hands released Crumpledbigskin on Fri Feb 25 2022.