Crumble & Melt

I’m undecided
Should I go or stay and fight it
My brain convincing me violence
Throw me out with the lions

You brought me out of my shell
Still you brought me down to hell
Do you know how that felt?
And the pain that you dealt

Watching me crumble and melt
Crumble and melt

Push me aside
Watching me cry
Watching me die for the words that I write
Watching the light die out from my eyes
Writing my songs so I don’t end up dying

Death’s so inviting
Sorry for whining
Everything that I think I end up writing
Probably unhealthy
Better than crying
It’s what I do every night I’m not lying

Pressure inside
Depression and lies
I can’t even bare with the thoughts in my mind

I’m losing my time
The clock’s ticking out
I fall out of line when I open my mouth

Why do I care about everything that I think of
Falling in love with the fantasy of it
Mark me for death while I hang from my ankles
Think I’m in love but it’s just how I think it is

I’m undecided
Should I go or stay and fight it
My brain convincing me violence
Throw me out with the lions

You brought me out of my shell
Still you brought me down to hell
Do you know how that felt?
And the pain that you dealt

Watching me crumble and melt
Crumble and melt