Cruising Backwards

I think I'm losing focus
Some of my visions are just too far to process
I think I need some closure
Most of the hinges on open doors are broken
World is on my shoulders
Yet most of my people don't even call me over nah
Think I'm getting closer to drifting further away

I can't decide no
With all the places that I go they just don't feel like home
Don't feel don't feel
Matter of time oh
So many people that I've known yet I still feel ah
Still feel ah

I think I'm losing patience
If time is money then why don't I see changes nah
Bring it back to basics
Like the first day of school that I rolled up in braces ah
Just have to embrace it
Go out and grab it that shit is for the taking ah
So easy to hate this
If hating and love is the same

And I can't decide no
So many hills and winding roads still I got so much hope
So much
Matter of time oh
Walking to fast or running slow that makes me feel ah
Feel ah