Crude Sunlight

Careful, they think I'm sleeping
If I could just trick this machine
Oh god, who are they
And what does it mean

No, I can't let them touch me
And I can't let them see
Crack in the wall
The only place I can crawl for safety
I'm crawling inside
But I've still got to know
Why am I afraid to go

Had I slipped into the wrong door
Even though it felt so fine
Crude sunlight rolling through my window
Telling me it's not your time

And still the voices calling, "Come on"
Crack in the wall
The only place I can crawl to safety
When I was dead
Three headless voices that said they loved me
Such a love was blinding
There I can't fall
And the floor is the wall I'm scaling

Gonna give them all the slip
I've had it
I've got to abandon ship

Never gonna go back there
Never gonna go back there
The last minute
I've got to abandon ship

Shivering under a wave
Another lonely seasons slave
I've had it
I've got to abandon it

Let me start all over again
This couldn't be the end
There's something I've got to say