Cross-Tolerance

I guess its safe to say im crazy
Lost sanity to you
Knew that this would happen sometime, but this time
I can't find the means to make you mine
Assure me, when its done and I抳e come down that you won抰 quit waiting for me?
How you build me up
The cross-tolerance could kill an army Of friends
The way your love blinds like a drug
Im left defenseless

I know its no use, there are times I watch myself surrender so thoughtless
But you抳e no will you抮e just the scapegoat I abuse
Afflicted with
Illusions I抳e let in
My sickness fills me
Till my indignation spills
Though I still feel empty
Sometimes I see beyond the haze
And I think that I could free myself
If I could shed your chains
I抳e got to let the music heal me

How you break me down
The last thing I find is sense around you
The cross tolerance uproots my will