​cross my mind

[Intro]
EVIL GANG
I fucking hate oryx

[Chorus]
You cross my mind, like, everyday
Inside, I love the pain
Sometimes I don't know what to say
Too lazy, I can't complain
I'm the problem, I know that I'm this way
I hate how I am, I can't explain
Tired of this bullshit, I just wanna forfeit
God, please end this pain

[Verse 1]
Seen you lying in a red room
And to all my opps, if I see you die, I'ma pick up the loot
Oh, I know it was meant to be
"I hate you," I know that's the last thing you said to me
I wish that you could just sit next to me
Fucked up off the shrooms and the Ecstasy
I wish that you could sleep in my bed with me
Baby blonde hair, that's the best of me
I remember everything you said to mе
I don't let anyone ahead of mе, hell no

[Verse 2]
Think I need some caffeine, take me in the backseat
And you love the Ketamine, I'm my own enemy
I remember everything she said to me
It seems like everyone is frenemies
When I look, all I see is the enemy
All people do is act so mean
You don't even know how much you meant to me
It hurt so much when she [?]

[Chorus]
You cross my mind, like, everyday
Inside, I love the pain
Sometimes I don't know what to say
Too lazy, I can't complain
I'm the problem, I know that I'm this way
I hate how I am, I can't explain
Tired of this bullshit, I just wanna forfeit
God, please end this pain