Cropped Spine

You have all I need
Yet I'd rather you save it for someone else (Don't blame me)
Because you know how it goes when you're with someone else and
You wouldn't tell me why the flowers turn away from us (I'm so ugly)
No friends to tell yet they wouldn't even know anyways
I still wake up in a pile of my blood
I still punch myself till I cannot feel (It's way too fake here)
I wanna go where nobody would ever stay near
Cause I'm dangerous (I'm dangеrous)

Nothing to cover your shoulders (Pleasе save me)
And liquid moving down our spine (I can't take it here)
Love the way you show it and the things I've heard but none of them came from mine (It's too cold here)

Mind on all the things you meant
And not a single heartbeat to beat what's left and
I'll let that someone live my life instead
Hope she doesn't care about finding me dead

Fuck being nice to myself I hate him more than anything and
I really hate looking like you do, I don't think I ever wanna see your bones move
I don't think I'd call me back
I wish I went through with all of those plans
There's just something bout having the chance that feels a lot better than this and that

The vines start to look my way and
They're sharper than they'll say
Still wouldn't tell me why the flowers turn away from us (I'm so ugly)
And I just wanted to run, found out all the fields were covered in blood

It's too late, promises were made
(Mind on all the things you meant
And not a single heartbeat to beat what's left
I'll let that someone live my life instead)

Just don't get close to the night I left