Cries of 87

[Intro] {Phone Guy}
(We love you Eryxse)
"I knew you could do it
Uh, hey, listen, I may not be around to send you a message tomorrow. It's-It's been a bad night here for me. "

[Chorus]
I threw my phone against the wall 'cause when its on I ain't ready call
I miss the times I had it all I wanna die but its my fault in the end
Time slows when I'm smoking and alone
And thoughts that kill me to the bone
Am I the worst like brodie where are your friends
I love to cry scare the people In the lines Tensions hiding in their eyes
They all gon' kill me cut the ties
I overthink like every night about my self and my demise
I got no love for me inside I love my family they can't know how i been

[Verse 1]
Spacing and I'm thinking every Monday 'till the weekend
Everybody got a reason why they leaving
But it's bs baby
I've been thinking how they shoot me
When I'm down and i get up and shrug it off
And say what's up like damn that's kinda crazy

[Verse 2]
10 people hit me say they there
But when I'm up and crying ain't a peep up in the air
I've been crying in the shower got me pulling out my hair
But when i leave you best believe they ain't gon' notice my despair

[Chorus]
I threw my phone against the wall 'cause when its on I ain't ready call
I miss the times I had it all I wanna die but its my fault in the end
Time slows when I'm smoking and alone
And thoughts that kill me to the bone
Am I the worst like brodie where are your friends
I love to cry scare the people in the lines tensions hiding in their eyes
They all gon' kill me Cut the ties
I overthink like every night about my self and my demise
I got no love for me inside I love my family they can't know how i been