Cries

[Verse 1]
No more “I love you” messages when I wake up
No more hugs, kisses, no passion or dedication
No more love, we let insecurities decimate us
No more us, college is starting to separate us
Yeah
“We were just young and in our feelings”
That’s what you said to me and I can’t lie, it left me bleeding
Does that mean all of the promises you made just didn’t mean shit?
When you said you loved me, I should never have believed it
Damn

[Verse 2]
Someone stifle my pain
Someone provide me a rifle to aim
At my brain like I’m Cobain. I’ll die in your name
My violent cries incited by you remain bridled in shame
Cuz I cover my face with pillows, so no-one hears me as I’m tearing and I’m seriously rapt by you, I am clearly damaged
I fear the fact you’re finna finally find a fitting match
My soul is broken, kill me, shatter me into a million fragments

[Bridge]
Tell me you’re disappointed, yeah I get it
I block you on Instagram every 5 minutes
Outta sight (sight), outta mind, but I’m always thinking bout you, I admit it
Cause you were my everything, if our love dies, I’ma die with it

[Verse 3]
I hate every guy you talk to. Does that mean I am awful?
We ain’t together, I’m still jealous though, I try hold on to you
But I feel I have lost you, and all my plight is bottled
You’ll find new guys at college. That thought is the type that haunts you

[Verse 4]
We didn’t communicate
You told me if you had an issue then you would say
You ain’t think to rejuvenate
Our love and the minute you did, you were stupid late
After we split, you would actually vent about I was self-centered and full of hate
Like it was my fault that we ended like this, I’m beginning to trip but my shoes are laced

[Verse 4]
Life feels so pointless. I feel so poignant
Our love lost it’s passion to my disappointment
You’d party, I’d pointedly pine for you, poisoned
I’m at the point I feel like you destroyed us…