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[Chorus: VELVETEARS, Sosi]
I wake up (I wake up)
And I don't know what I'm doing (And I don't know what I'm doing)
I go to sleep (I go to sleep)
As confused as the morning (As confused as the morning)
Is anyone proud (Is anyone proud)
Of me, I wonder (Of me, I wonder)
Am I proud of me? (Am I proud of me?)
I don't know yet (I don't know yet)

[Verse 1: VELVETEARS & Sosi]
I strip it down to the bare question
Will it ever make sense to me?
Do I do it all for nothing?
Will the purpose surface for me?
Does it matter anyway?
'Cause it never has
And if it matters anyway
It'll turn into the past

[Verse 2: VELVETEARS & Sosi]
Breaking my bones typing on keyboards that one day will be as ancient as all of these thoughts
Breaking my back just to get out of bed and stand up, and my friends tell me to just relax
I took a pill and I thought it would help, but it turned me right into the person I feared
Someone who can't function without some substance without not one in this existence right here

[Chorus: VELVETEARS & Sosi, Sosi]
I wake up
And I don't know what I'm doing
I go to sleep
As confused as the morning
Is anyone proud (Is anyone)
Of me, I wonder
Am I proud of me?
I don't know yet

[Bridge: VELVETEARS & Sosi]
Uncomfortability
That's what's killing me
They say don't give power to things
But I have no power in me

[Verse 3: VELVETEARS, VELVETEARS & Sosi]
Plus the days
All waste away
I feel the same
Oh, my heart is faded
Yeah, they all betrayed it
Just a toy to play with
Yeah, they all just take it
It's a mistake then

[Verse 4: VELVETEARS & Sosi]
I just let them walk on me
Pulling on my puppet strings
Feel like no one's listening
Every time I try to speak

[Verse 5: VELVETEARS & Sosi, VELVETEARS]
Oh, fading away's a mistake
Don't know if I have what it takes
To get out and still be okay
After what I saw today
Bottles to drown it away
Pills just to cope with the pain
Still, they don't do anything
Why do I still feel the same?

[Instrumental Outro]