Crazy Over EX-Mas

[Verse 1]
A cold night in December, I'm sitting on my bed
Fighting the intrusive thoughts within my head
I'm looking out the window, the ground is turning white
Can't seem to see the beauty ever since we had our fight
You love when bells were ringing, making angels in the snow
I can't hear carols singing or Santa's "ho"
You had gingerbread for breakfast, so now I hate that too
Took "merry" out of Christmas and left me feeling blue

[Pre-Chorus]
I hear "all I want for" and the panic sets in
Is that time of the year coming at me again?
My hands start to sweat, my body gets cold
You used to buy red stuff like you're rolling in gold

[Chorus]
I used to long to see the lights glistened (Glistened)
I love the taste of cinnamon in your kisses (Kisses)
Now there's no point to write a wishlist
I'll be alone again this Christmas
I used to be crazy about you
Now I'm just crazy 'cause you made my Christmas blue

[Verse 2]
If I could erase you, I'd start with memories
The ones that keep invading, that brings me to my knees
Forget us decorating, playful, innocent
I take back the Christmas magic, fall, fall, fall in love again

[Pre-Chorus]
I hear "Santa, baby" and the panic sets in
Is that time of the year coming at me again?
My heart rate is high, life put me on hold
I stopped counting days, oh God, I'm losing control

[Chorus]
I used to long to see the lights glistened (Glistened)
I love the taste of cinnamon in your kisses (Kisses)
Now there's no point to write a wishlist
I'll be alone again this Christmas
I used to be crazy about you
Now I'm just crazy 'cause you made my Christmas blue

[Outro]
Made this whole season blue (So blue)
You took the "merry" out of Christmas
Broke my poor heart in two (In two)
You took the "merry" out of Christmas
Made this whole season blue (So blue)
And I'm no longer who I used to
Be crazy about you, but now I'm just crazy
Without you, I'm broken, I'm left feeling lonely
Now I'm just crazy 'cause you made my Christmas blue