Crazy Life

[Intro]

[Verse 1]
Ayo, I been depressed 'cause you been giving less
When all I did for you, was give you all my fuckin' best
Gave you the best of me, and acing shit when you test me
Can't no nigga say their texting me, so fuck could you use against me, huh?
Aside from this, man I'm dealing with shit at home, and we're not talking like before, so I'm dealing with this alone
Been stressing so fuckin' much that I'm turning to skin and bones
Boy, you gon' be on your own, the fuck you gon' do when I'm gone?
'Cause look at all the pain you cost me, look at how hard you crossed me
Last summer when you hurt me that's the moment where you lost me
And, this all that it cost me, my sense of trust and security
But, you ain't even hearing me, only there when you feeling me
Fuck, dog
This shit is killing me
And, I ain't finna lie, 'cause every night when I'm alone
I get the urge to cry, I wonder why
When all I ever did was ride, tried to stay by your side just to figure out that you lied, nigga
(Figure out that you lied)
Yeah, and all I ever did was ride
Yeah, on your side

((We'll be better off apart when you get to thinking))

[Verse 2]
Was you thinkin' 'bout us, when you was laying with her?
Or, did she ever get that hint that you was playing with her?
Or, was she dumb enough to think that you was staying with her?
Covered it up, not knowing you would have to say it later
You told me everything, and I mean everything
She clarified everything I thought, but never seen
The saddest part about that shit, that I was 17
Fuck, you hurt me worse than I could ever dream
I still cry, I been knowing this for a month
Tried to compromise with me, like, "Baby tell me what you want,"
Man, but I just wish you never jumped, 'cause now I'm fucked up in the head on account of some shit you've done, damn
I'm fuckin' dumb, can't believe that you won
Can't believe that I'm still sitting here thinking that you the one
But, we so young, this shit supposed to be fun
But, everything that's done in the dark will come to the sun
(You know how, everything that's done in the dark will come to the sun)

[Outro (Nkenge)]
From the start, were you really ready?
When you get to thinking from the start
We would be better off apart
When you get to thinking