”Crazy For Drugs” is the 8th track on Alyson’s album ”Dancing At The Gates Of Hell”. ”Crazy For Drugs” is about (From Alyson’s perspective) ”being in love with a guy, knowing that you will never be with him because of who you are. Going through loneliness, sadness and depression from waking up alone...
Verse 1:
Wanna tell you how I really feel
Telling you it just feels so surreal
There's so many chances that I missed
I never opened up, so you're dismissed
Pre-Chorus:
Waking up alone, put my fake face
Day of doing nothing then I take it off
No one even knows what I been through
Put on a fake smile that I'm so used to
Chorus:
I am standing on the edge tonight
I'm broken inside but I say I'm alright
They can't see the scars cause i cover them up
I lost all my compassion I'm giving up
Crazy for drugs
People ask if I use drugs
Tell them that I'm fine, I'm just tired as fuck
Make up stupid lies so they know that I'm not
Verse 2:
Everyone has dreams, its life
Made a deal with the devil for mine
Tried to chase them, make them real
Try and bring me closer come and take the wheel
Pre Chorus:
Waking up alone, put my fake face
Day of doing nothing then I take it off
No one even knows what I been through
Put on a fake smile that I'm so used to
Chorus:
I am standing on the edge tonight
I'm broken inside but I say I'm alright
They can't see the scars cause I cover them up
I lost all my compassion I'm giving up
Crazy for drugs
People ask if I use drugs
Tell them that I'm fine, I'm just tired as fuck
Make up stupid lies so they know that I'm not
Bridge:
I think I’m going insane
Yeah, all I do is inhale that methane
Just need something to numb my pain
So I stick another needle in my veins
And I know this is not a solution
But either way, I seem to be losin’
There is nothing I haven’t tried doing
I’m just trynna breathe in all of this pollution, yeah
Smoking so much got me higher than a cloud
Everything becomes just so damn loud
Gonna get my drugs, trynna hide in the crowd
But at one point it’s all gonna come out
My lungs are filled with dust
My thoughts are filled with teenage lust
Cannot just ignore it with kisses and hugs
Fuck, maybe I am crazy for drugs
Chorus:
I am standing on the edge tonight
I'm broken inside but I say I'm alright
They can't see the scars cause I cover them up
I lost all my compassion I'm giving up
Crazy for drugs
People ask if I use drugs
Tell them that I'm fine, I'm just tired as fuck
Make up stupid lies so they know that I'm not
Crazy for Drugs was written by Anthoni Curylo & Alyson Swift.
Alyson Swift released Crazy for Drugs on Thu Aug 02 2018.